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this week
Sunday, November 8, 2009 at 5:16 AM



I feel so bersyukur that i finally cleared my major papers.
So i decided to spent some time with my girlfriends, jerrybby&shareena anak abdul jalil,
my daughter. nyahaha. see mummy never abandon you okay!
I am thankful to have these two girls by my side, they are my true friends.
Who never fail to listen to my stories, share the laughter the hugs, yes the hugs.


Apart from these, they even instruct me on what to do and not to do.
Its like the missing puzzle in my life is finally complete.
No i am not sad or remorse or anything.
You see my life was once complete but apparently it shattered cause of this feeling called the ego, yes the ego.
You see, its inevitable for someone not to forget their _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
You feel prisitine, secure and you just have this perspective that the future is assured and written.


However, at times ppl, like me, yes i finally admitted, dont think about the outcome, consequences and just dont think out of the box, so when things happen and you are unprepared, all you can do is break down continuously for a period of time.





To think back, i realised i was very strong. Despite me moving forward only after a period of time, i have to thank all my friends and cousin for being there for me at such a time and in fact even my nenek was there for me.





Now, i am all strong standing on the ground with both my feet once again, I am proud of myself(:





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