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Thursday, July 9, 2009 at 5:21 AM

It got me thinking. Thinking about everything. Virtually from a to z and i realised many things. In spite that, i am still standing strong not wilting nor rotting(:

Song that was playing: thunder-boys like girls
venue:my bedroom
people:yuyun, abg aliff and myself(:
Actions:lying down scattering and terdiam

As abg entered the room...
abg: suay suay suay, suay....... haha! eh adik2 sedara aku tersyg
walk towards me and ruffled my hair as usual.
yuyun: alifff! amaciam hidup? ada baik?
abg: as always. kata aliff always ada baik. haha.
yuyun: haha. come lets talk its been so long
abg: kakak lissa kita sekarang senyap eh? asal main lagu thunder? gay sia korang malam yang sungguh indah macam gini.
lissa: oh its on shuffle. i din even realised this song was playing and stop it with yr cannot make it malay bahasa.
abg: sedih eh hidup. hari2 kene kacau.
lissa:alalalala
abg: jangan alalalala dgn aku. lissa. hehehhehehehe. rindu uh dgn lissa.
lissa: random eh aliff skrg
abg:haha. serious la. anyway hows yr life?
lissa: no nonsence. current companion my ten yr series and textbook
abg: alhamdulilah. haha. lissa skrg semakin kakak2 eh. da besar adik abg

THEN ANNOYING PART CAME.
yuyun took my phone. She pretended to send songs but otherwise. Ended up commenting.

Yuyun: liff look at yr adik sedara tersyg! sini
abg: asal asal asal?
yuyun: WTF is the song always be my baby and cyclone video doing inside. And whats up with the fcuked up bday videos. eh lissa i geram with you sia. whats with this?
abg: yang kau da kenapa tak pasal2 tengking dia
yuyun: you dun masuk campur la bapok.
lissa: what la? jangan tak pasal2 raised yr voice on me
yuyun: what raise my voice. ask yrself la fcuk!
abg: eh whats wrong with u sia. jgn perangai uh yuyun
yuyun: sorry lissa. heat of the moment


I seriously have no idea whats wrong with me having the song always be my baby on my phone. She made it sound like some major and crucial issue. The song do not reflect any inner nor outer image. But i guess i understood her better after abang talked to me. Luckily and im so honoured and thankful to have a cousin like him. He never failed to comfort and shield me when im in trouble or any sort. That night i actually shed my tears after for so long. I felt rather relieved afterwhich. I guess there were just too many inner feelings which have yet to be vommitted.

To abg:
Thanks for the sharing and jokes which hurts my colon and duodenum that night. Despite me crying for less than five minutes, you managed to pull me through and coaxed me like how you always did years ago. And thanks for the sampoerna pack which was shared amongst me you and yun. You are still the best afterall. hehehehhe. sounds wrong eh? haha(: see you soon. gemuk gemuk gemuk(:

To yuyun:
Firstly sorry. Secondly i was touched. I mean i have no idea you were surreptitiously concerned etc. But after the explaination from abg i understood yr intention better. You still rock my bra(:
and I love the both of you the best. MUUUAACCKKSS

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