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unexpected.

Friday, February 20, 2009 at 4:15 AM

14 february 2009.

Sitisister(: was supposed to study with me today due to the upcoming exams. However, ian needed help in his portfoilio. Therefore, i helped him out by being his model on a valentine's day at botanic garden, haha.

I waited for ian at cck control station. He startled me from the back. His very first sentence was, "hahahaha. you look like you kene stood up for valentines!"

THANKS AH IAN, HAHA.

Anyway, so we headed our way there by riding on bus 67 and stopped at bukit timah cos he wanted to buy ciggs. While we were engrossed in our conversation, there was actually a monkey all along siitin behind the railing we were leaning on, SCARY OR WHAT!

haha, so we rode on bus 75 and made our way there.

The weather was scorching hothotheat. I was sweating and so did ian!

While the shooting was in process, ian kept uttering, "gimme the solemn and remorseful face when you knew hakim gave up on you. gimme the look when you read the vulgarities hakim sent you" hahahaha. "alissa that is the seducing face la dong" hahahahahha.

and it continued.
We managed to clear everything by five.

By the time, i was already extremely late. Supposedly, i had to meet siti at five but i left at five.-_-
To worsen the situation, there was a massive traffic jam.
And ian was like "not bad valentine" hahahaha.

i apologised to minah(: sincerely and she forgave me(:

so we made our way to marina. Had late lunch at SIX! at subway.
We kept talking non stop like there was no tomorrow and we were bitching about alot of ppl, aha.
Then HAKIM called ian to ensure that i wont tag along, hahaha.

Apparently, ian and siti, especially siti started playing reverse psychology on me. telling me this is the only opportunity to say goodbye to him as a FRIEND.

so the three of us walked to esplanade cos i wanted to get hakim this small mrs fields cookie which says tc(:

i texted hakim asking if its possible to meet for a while. I was expecting a reply like F*** off la.
BUT THE REPLY WAS, OKAY.ANYTHING, haha.
My heart was already pounding.

Everyone was already waiting outside seoul garden, me and siti waited at the stairs cos we were shy. Ian was already calling my name. Then siti signalled me regarding hakim's aprroaching. Eventually, not only hakim but also the rest followed. Hakim and siti were shaking hands and smiling and issing one another, haha.
Hakim glared at me and said, "eh you come here, i wanna talk to you ah"
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, i was shivering inside. its like alissa you made the wrong move.
Then he said, "what you want ah". So i said, "nothing just wanna say bye"

He giggled and said i miss you. OMFG! i was sooper startled. Then he wanted a hug. So we hugged. I felt the intense feeling i once felt when i was with him which apparently led me to bursting into tears on his chest, haha.
Then we had our conversation which people do not have to know.

Everyone was starring at us in a speechless expression, especially siti and ian, haha.
And ian gotta rub it in by requesting that we had our pics taken

Well something i never regretted was being with him(:
his a memory and will always be.
the unexpected things will always happen in life.
Therefore nothing is impossible(:

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