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stuppiddates.
Friday, December 19, 2008 at 6:47 PM

i walked out of house and headed to town.
Its been sucha freaking long time since i went there after i broke up with him.
I thought by doing so i could released him out of my mind and be elated for passing my N's.
Watched twilight and it was great.
Reminds me of j though. We would always watch movies together and just our us time.
Afterwhich went "shopping", i realised tt by gg out and wanting to have a so call good time was'nt a good idea at all.
Everthing and everywhere reminds me of him.
The ambience is just wrong.
There was the choirs singing christmas songs.
reminded me of him again, like a year ago, we would always do stoopid and nonsence thing in town, jus us and no one else.

So decided to meet up with farah cos i think she's the only person who can makes me smile at tt point of time.
Met up with her and it was true.
So we went topshop together and there it is again jalil everywhere. The tops are so his. I missed choosing clothes for him and asking him to try it on, i miss playing fashionista with him, i miss playing dressing up with him and i miss playing hide and seek with him in topshop!!
godd!
help me.
i think im moving but i go nowhere.
i fcuking miss him like a child would miss their blanket.

and then i saw fcukinghornybastard J WITH NISA OF ALL PPL MAKING OUT!!
omfgggggg la.
my heart felt like all the way to the underworld.
i was shocked, startled, sad and everything!
i turned around and just be on my own.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,What about now?

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