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somethings are meant to left unsaid.
Sunday, November 16, 2008 at 6:17 PM

Today was absolute peculiar. Everything was not right or was it right for me to feel this way. He was my bestfr since a year or so. We were friends for 3 years. He has never failed to comfort, love and appreciate me for who i am.

His my tissue when i need a shoulder to cry on, his my sun when i need someone to fade away those solemness, his my counsellor when i desperately is in need of ciggs and drinks, his my clown when i need someone to lift my spirit up, basically he was there to watch me grow from the innocent young teenage girl to my present status right now. He knows me inside out, what i am and who i am. I thank Allah for giving me a good friend like him. He makes me realise that whatever sins you commit is always between you and Allah.Life is unfair.

I know i should'nt be feeling this way but apparently i am right now. The feeling is pure deja vu. I am in love with him and it is similar to the love i felt two years back, i swear. The possibility he would ever feel the same way is just too much. I just have to release whatever that is inside. Sorry.

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