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my very first entry(:
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 at 3:54 AM

Major papers had ended a month ago. Holidays have started and it's pure boredemn, i swear.
Basically, i am stuck at home. I shall just update yesterday's activity.

I met up with baby j(: at 130pm sharp opposite SMA's building, well the bus stop that was. I cab there simply because i could not stop those tears. He gave me a huge hug. I have always felt the special,intense and warmth feeling each time he wrapped me around his muscular, humongous biceps(: I could not deny the fact that i really do feel comfortable and secure with him around.

Well i started complaining to him about what happened etc.
J has never fail to comfort me each time i am experiencing any kind of mixed feelings. We have been together for a year and a half already and hopefully the flame will stay strong. I never fail to end my prayers, hoping that this relationship will be a life-long commitment for me and also for baby j. J is more than a boyfriend and a partner to me. At times, he would be my lover, my mentor, my brother, my partner in crime, my debator, my companion, my enemy and even my chasing around partner. I have to admit the fact that i have always been a bitch to him for some reason and in certain occassion. Somewhat, i hope that he will understand my situation. For all the sin and unneccessary wrongdoings i had done towards you, i am sorry.

BACK TO STORYLINE(:

After which, we dropped down at The Cathay so that j would be able to change to his "going out clothes" instead of those "pilot" tak menjadi uniform. We ate sizzler at Suntec. It was a waste of money, therefore, we learnt our lesson and will never dine in there again. We walked our way to Boat Quay so that we can expatriate those fats off. It's been so long since we sat by the river. So we had our together time. Afterall, it was beguiling. We chatted like there was no tomorrow. Basically, our topic was about the past, on HOW WE USED TO BE(:

Soon after, we met up with natlove and ian. Its been such a super long time since i last seen nat and omfg, i miss her so much, although she somewhat reminded me of "last time". Makan many many satay at lau pa sat. Then we headed clarke quay. Baby j and i took the g-max swing. We were thrown off at level 12, the feeling was overwhelming i swear. AND I HAD MY FIRST JIM BEAM, hoho, no religious stuff for 40 days. Oh did i informed you about the part when ian stripped off his top to show his tattoos to the cashier to prevent the minah tudung from asking him for his underage IC, haha(:

I was extremely late by then so me and j decided to take a cab home(:


-one, you are like a dream come true
two, you are the only one for me(:

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